Hard

Why am I finding that the lessons I struggled with in college are coming back to be relearned all over again. Is that fair? I mean, really?

Is it just me? Or is it hard for everyone to retain lessons learned. Maybe I never really learned the lessons. That sucks.

One good thing about intense personal struggle, is that it really is impossible for me to come out unchanged. I refuse. I refuse to experience emotional and mental torment, and then make the same mistakes. Well, I may make the same mistakes, but they will be closer to resolved next time. They wont be quite so bad. I'll come out faster, causing and experiencing less damage. 

Life is hard.